defunct

Sighs! I've been really melancholy lately. I type this sentence, and I can hear my mom shouting from downstairs, "EMILY, DON'T YOU WANT CHILI!?" Way to screw up my dramatic intro, MOM. GOD! I HATE YOU! I'm totally not speaking to her for, like, ever.

Urgh I can't believe I'm already 15. URGH OMG I'M 15 AND A 1/2 URRRGHHH

I look at this blog and I feel really lame. What do I want out of it? OH NO OMG THIS IS NOT GOING TO BE A IM SO CONFUSED ARGH WHERE AM I IN LIFE POST NO NO NO

Actually, you know what! THINGS ARE LOOKIN UP, MY FRIENDS. I can always find a positive! Here we go, this is my positive.

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uhm

Look, I know I promised you a positive, but my mind is blank at the moment. How about I get back to you? The whole purpose of this blog is now me searching for a positive. This is gonna be MY JOURNEY TO BEING POSITIVE! AND LOOKING AT THE BRIGHT SIDE! I wonder where this blog will be, a year from now? I kind of like writing my thoughts down like this. They don't usually have an outlet. (Journals are out of the question, my hand cramps up too easily, and you can't CAPS REALLY EASILY LIKE THIS)

In order to enable my laziness, how about a compromise? I won't have a drawing every day... But I'll keep it in mind. I'll outfit post, sometimes... And try to find my style, both with clothes and with paints. Who knows where it'll take me? There are a million "Emily's" out there... but there's only one Emmilions!! (As far as I know, the google search brought up my nerdy video game thing I never finished adding video games to and my GaiaOnline account. P.S. DON'T BE HATIN ON GAIA oh my gosh my artistic style improved so much thanks to the idiots that bought my art on Gaia- and oh, oh, ANNIE! Of course, Annie! My internet Bestie4Lyfe!)

Oh, this is a long one, huh. I don't mind.

HEY CAN ANYONE TELL ME HOW TO GET THIS LAYOUT COOLER AS I AM AN IDIOT HAR HUR HA HEE