sleepy

i haven't uploaded anything in ages. sorry! there's a lot i've been drawing, but it never feels good enough to post to my nice blogger blog, so i just dump it all in tumblr. um... on a blog-y sort of note, i went to national portfolio day and talked to calarts! they were really nice to me, it was awesome! i talked to LCAD too, and for the first time in awhile i thought about not going to calarts. their game art program looks amazing! i'm not really in a position to pick and choose though- we'll see where i get in. i'm pretty nervous! applying to schools is nervewracking.

here's a little self portrait i did a month or two ago. its probably the most accurate thing i've ever drawn. i'll upload more later, and i have to get my butt moving on figure drawing!! see ya!

howdy howdy howdy

how y'all doin

set 2

we're the... KILLER BEEEEEEEEEES!!!! (yeah!)

the people depicted in this set are amazingly accurate to their characters. click for full size!

'till next set.

i have 10 pieces in all for my concentration, each telling a different experience someone had with video games. the final piece is my own, personal experience, and also my favorite.



click for full view!

now, it's time to put my cookies in the oven. mmmm...

set 1

i drew some friends of mine as zelda: wind waker characters. i guess since im a professional, ill name this 'set 1'? set 2 is coming soon. i have a lot of friends!

do you like it? i'm excited for the next set. some of my favorite characters from that game are just the small, side characters that you don't even see unless you choose to do the side quests. zelda is really amazing that way. the last one, my friend madi, is based off of the salvage corp from the game- the divers on submarines that give you treasure maps and bottles. they're shirtless and in speedos, but my friend madi is a girl! i had to do a quick diver design, even though i don't know anything about divers. if there's a mistake, i'd love for you to tell me!

'till next time.

another marceline

i'm reading 'brave new world' for english. that should be my cue to moan and groan about how much i identify with bernard marx, and how he and i are going through the exact same thing, about how i'm so alone, and no one understands, and i'm a misfit, and i think differently than ALL OF THEM, GOSH, but i won't do that to anyone. especially because i despise bernard marx. mainly because i despise bernard marx. i'm on chapter thirteen. the worst part is, i'm going to have to write an essay on this at the end of the year. moments before summer elation, completely dashed by fucking bernard marx.

i have angst. (but really i'm too young to have angst, i'm actually in a really good mood right now! i think i'll go watch amelie and then draw raspberries and zorro girls all night. bye!)

oh yeah- before i forget!

this used to be an outfit post blog, didn't it!? here's an outfit.

i would be a dishonest blogger if i didn't tell you this was from, like, january. i'm not very outfit inspired. i am a bad fashionista! i haven't even checked style rookie in like a YEAR! man. i don't even know what the new miu miu collections are. or rodarte, or commes de garcon, or any of that noise. i guess i stopped caring. there comes a point where you stop staring at the same balenciaga shoes for days and it just isn't enough to stare anymore. you have to decide- am i going to spend all my money on these, or art supplies?

guess what i chose.

here's a green girl

hmmm... i've been googling help guides lately. i really have a problem with starting things with huge excitement and ideas, going halfway, and then suddenly and completely dropping it without a second thought. it's very frustrating, because i have a lot of drawings i was really excited about, but can't seem to summon the gumption to finish... i wish i was naturally someone who finishes what they start, no matter what! that would be amazing.

school is almost over... i'm kind of nervous about finals. i feel like everything i've learned this year jumped ship! i'm trying to get my hands on some AP US History Flash Cards. (that was typed with correct capitalization because i am very Serious and Studious about this.)

i have a feeling i'll be just fine for my ap english final. i'm so far past caring about what score i get on my ap studio art paintings. i feel like i should get a 5 just for finishing them in time!!!

i really want portal 2... hmm... oh, happy late easter! i got a very nice basket, cadbury eggs- mmmmmm.

see ya.

hello!! i haven't posted in this in awhile, huh! whoops. here's a marceline i drew awhile back.


nothing new has been going on. i'm in AP studio art this year, so i've been doing a lot of watercolor painting. guess what? i am really bad at watercolor painting! oh well. i try anyways.

hwellyoh

hey guys! i have a lot of things i could post, drawings and outfits and the like, but im just checking in... a lot is changing in my life, a lot of realizations are happening. i've met some new people that are enlightening and stimulating. i can only hope i won't ruin it by being a dummy. i'm trying to break out of this anti social, awkward little jut i'm in. i was checking my deviantart messages and this video was in the description for one of the new deviations. i can't stop listening to it! i feel like it accurately describes my mood right now.

hmm.. that's all! artwise, i want to experiment with media. ink, watercolor, and pencil in particular. i want to cultivate concepts i've been thinking about, and i WANT TO DO PORTRAITS!

..bye!

p.s. a doodle i did just now that is also pretty accurate to describe my feelings at the moment:

:)

DEAR READERS.... ALL 4 OF YOU.... IM GOING THROUGH ART BLOCK THIS IS TUFF

on the subject of bieberism

i'd just like to say that my soul has been saved. i've found the light and converted to bieberism- i am now, proudly and officially, a belieber. i urge you all to belieb in the faith, i've never been happier. i'd like to quote a facebook status i had a few days ago-

At the end of a hard day full of tears, just when i think depression will engulf me and ill be sent into a downward spiral of black... i remember i'm a belieber. and i belieb in Him with all my heart, and in the end everything is better ♥ bieberism

i truly belieb in this and i can honestly and truthfully say i've never felt more complete; things have more meaning when you're a belieber. bieber bless you all and have a wonderful day.

why is drawing beyonce so fun

THE WORLD MAY NEVER KNOW

here have a beyonce

blog what blog

i have a blog????? since when

ok

after going through a bunch of art blogs and deviantart galleries of people the same age as me, i literally stood up and smashed my face with my pillow 10+ times

i breathed for a second, did it again, and then sat down.

TIME TO GET SERIOUS

i am lazy lazy LAZY forever

LIFE??? YOU WANT ME TO TALK ABOUT MY LIFE???? TOO BAD I AM LAZY FOREVER HAVE OUTFIT POSTS AND BAD DRAWINGS!!!!!!! GOD FUCK LIFE FOREVER I AM A HORRIBLE ARTIST AND WILL NEVER GET ANYWHERE EVER MMMIRA HAS BEEN 15 FOR LITERALLY 2 SECONDS AND IS MINDSHATTERINGLY GOOD AND BEAUTIFUL AND GRASPS LIGHTING AND THE HUMAN FORM GORGEOUSLY AND SHE'S GOIN TO CSSSA IN CALARTS AND breaks down and sobs

oh well!! hooray for life!! OH P.S. I GOT INTO THE SCAD SUMMER SEMINAR! session I!! im really excited even though it's only a week and im payin out the butt for it


a lumberjack

a scarf or a beard? YOU DECIDE

the biggest gay of them all



see my Artistic Use of photoshop filters


her name is leslie!! her boyfriend is a big bad biker and is abusive but kind of a sweetheart plus leslie is tired of life and just wants somethin to fuck



also have the gayest things youre ever going to see in your life





awwww

AWWW... hey remember how before when i was all FUCK LIFE well while those 2 gay pictures were uploading mmmira and shubby both responded to my comments and.. and.. gosh i just love other people so much sometimes i like to be by myself but in the end when all is said and done im definitely a social creature! whenever someone else says something to me or responds i just i literally scream and bounce up and down irl i just LOVE

PEOPLE

Those eyebrows...

A lot of people have been dissing the Balenciaga pastel eyebrows at the 2010 fall show... I love them!!! They're definitely artistically inspiring.. I have a sketchbook full of girls with colored eyebrows. Maybe I'll upload it later! But those eyebrows were insanely cohesive with the collection, which I happened to mostly adore. Some of the clothes were a little too.. puffy for me, and the ones (I'm not very fashionably schooled in terms ok) that had the words printed on them (with the exception of the one below) didn't speak to me much. Overall though, lovely colors and pretty shapes! Here are my three favorites.

The shoes were very interesting too! The ones in the middle I loved, very architectural!

Here's an outfit post, because I haven't done one in awhile. Got a lot of weird looks, but hey! What can you do? I love sailor ties. My hair is getting so long...

hi!!

maybe i should re-name this blog NEGLECT

back from california