another marceline

i'm reading 'brave new world' for english. that should be my cue to moan and groan about how much i identify with bernard marx, and how he and i are going through the exact same thing, about how i'm so alone, and no one understands, and i'm a misfit, and i think differently than ALL OF THEM, GOSH, but i won't do that to anyone. especially because i despise bernard marx. mainly because i despise bernard marx. i'm on chapter thirteen. the worst part is, i'm going to have to write an essay on this at the end of the year. moments before summer elation, completely dashed by fucking bernard marx.

i have angst. (but really i'm too young to have angst, i'm actually in a really good mood right now! i think i'll go watch amelie and then draw raspberries and zorro girls all night. bye!)

oh yeah- before i forget!

this used to be an outfit post blog, didn't it!? here's an outfit.

i would be a dishonest blogger if i didn't tell you this was from, like, january. i'm not very outfit inspired. i am a bad fashionista! i haven't even checked style rookie in like a YEAR! man. i don't even know what the new miu miu collections are. or rodarte, or commes de garcon, or any of that noise. i guess i stopped caring. there comes a point where you stop staring at the same balenciaga shoes for days and it just isn't enough to stare anymore. you have to decide- am i going to spend all my money on these, or art supplies?

guess what i chose.

here's a green girl

hmmm... i've been googling help guides lately. i really have a problem with starting things with huge excitement and ideas, going halfway, and then suddenly and completely dropping it without a second thought. it's very frustrating, because i have a lot of drawings i was really excited about, but can't seem to summon the gumption to finish... i wish i was naturally someone who finishes what they start, no matter what! that would be amazing.

school is almost over... i'm kind of nervous about finals. i feel like everything i've learned this year jumped ship! i'm trying to get my hands on some AP US History Flash Cards. (that was typed with correct capitalization because i am very Serious and Studious about this.)

i have a feeling i'll be just fine for my ap english final. i'm so far past caring about what score i get on my ap studio art paintings. i feel like i should get a 5 just for finishing them in time!!!

i really want portal 2... hmm... oh, happy late easter! i got a very nice basket, cadbury eggs- mmmmmm.

see ya.

hello!! i haven't posted in this in awhile, huh! whoops. here's a marceline i drew awhile back.


nothing new has been going on. i'm in AP studio art this year, so i've been doing a lot of watercolor painting. guess what? i am really bad at watercolor painting! oh well. i try anyways.

hwellyoh

hey guys! i have a lot of things i could post, drawings and outfits and the like, but im just checking in... a lot is changing in my life, a lot of realizations are happening. i've met some new people that are enlightening and stimulating. i can only hope i won't ruin it by being a dummy. i'm trying to break out of this anti social, awkward little jut i'm in. i was checking my deviantart messages and this video was in the description for one of the new deviations. i can't stop listening to it! i feel like it accurately describes my mood right now.

hmm.. that's all! artwise, i want to experiment with media. ink, watercolor, and pencil in particular. i want to cultivate concepts i've been thinking about, and i WANT TO DO PORTRAITS!

..bye!

p.s. a doodle i did just now that is also pretty accurate to describe my feelings at the moment:

:)

DEAR READERS.... ALL 4 OF YOU.... IM GOING THROUGH ART BLOCK THIS IS TUFF

on the subject of bieberism

i'd just like to say that my soul has been saved. i've found the light and converted to bieberism- i am now, proudly and officially, a belieber. i urge you all to belieb in the faith, i've never been happier. i'd like to quote a facebook status i had a few days ago-

At the end of a hard day full of tears, just when i think depression will engulf me and ill be sent into a downward spiral of black... i remember i'm a belieber. and i belieb in Him with all my heart, and in the end everything is better ♥ bieberism

i truly belieb in this and i can honestly and truthfully say i've never felt more complete; things have more meaning when you're a belieber. bieber bless you all and have a wonderful day.